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To Matthew:)







I don't know if it is my Aunt's surgery, but I have been crazy emotional all morning. I keep getting thoughts going through my head that are flooding me with emotion. I never knew how completely I loved God until the moment I found my husband, I never had experienced anything as amazing as him, it was one of those where in the song, Amazing Grace where you feel the words, "I once was lost, but now I'm found." I found myself through finding him, and my home became him. When I was little there was nowhere like my Grandma's house, there was nowhere in the world that gave me the joy I felt being her Princess, but after their house was torn down and the land sold, I never thought I would feel that love again, that amazing feeling. Every moment that my husband holds me I feel that love, that love that can stand all tests in time. When I was little my lullaby was, "Baby Blue." by George Strait, and it was given to me by my Grandmother, but she had died before she ever got the chance to meet my husband, but I know she had everything to do with me finding him because when we first started dating, he made our first song, "Baby Blue Eyes." It was like my Grandma was smiling in Heaven bringing us together. I told him I loved him after two weeks of being together, I knew that he was truly unique and that I was never going to find a soul like him. I was so thankful for every bad experience every bit of hurt I experienced in my life because I looked at him and I knew he was the love I had looked for forever because the love I felt was completely different and better than I had ever experienced. In the past my relationships have been selfish and unfaithful and I never cared more about anyone than myself, the hurt I had endured left me cold, not wanting anyone, but I can confidentially say that our marriage to me is about what I can do for him. From the moment I wake up to the time I go to bed I do everything I can to show him how much I love him, I give him my complete heart and soul and I don't care what I get in return. I think that is what true love is, finding that person that not only makes you happy, but that you would do anything to put a smile on their face, anything. At the same time though, I never found anyone that I could forgive completely and unconditionally no matter what. I can say that no matter what he does, how great or how small, I can accept him back and still give him all my love. One of my favorite songs is the song that I walked down the aisle to, I won't give up. "I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough, I'm giving you all my love, I'm still looking up." No matter what we are faced with I will keep looking up because I know that God is the one that brought him to me and I know that through prayer and God's love that I can make it through anything with him. Until Matt, I never understood how anyone stays married, the thought of being that devoted to someone terrified me, but now in our life I can't ever get too much of him, everyday I am so thankful and happy to have him in my life. Forever isn't long enough to be honest, I could spend my entire life with him and still want more. He gives me honesty and he is incredibly blunt and isn't afraid of anything, I remember him making me blush, he still makes me blush with the things he says, but the way I look at it is that he will be nothing but honest, with him you get all of him, he doesn't hold anything back for you and I still pray that I will be a strong enough woman for him because he is the strongest man in the world. He has times where he says that his head is going to explode from stress, but I don't see that at all, I see this strong amazing man even at his weakest, he never looks weak to me, I see the best in him no matter what. On our wedding day I remember thinking, all right we have a long way to go, let's give it our best shot. That day wasn't a goal, it was a beginning, the beginning of me getting to give him and only him all of me for the rest of my life. I didn't marry him because he was perfect, I didn't marry him because our love was a perfect love, I married him because I knew that for as long as I live I know that I will never get bored of him. I know he'll always challenge me, I count on him to do that, he doesn't do everything I want him to do, I didn't want a robot, I wanted him. I know that we can make it through anything, we have endured so much, we have changed so much through the years, and I still have just as in love with him as I was in those first few weeks. He is my best friend, the one I can confide in, and the love of my life. All I want for him is happiness. In my vows I said that, "You are the only one that loves and accepts me for all that I am. The good, the bad, and that is what I promise to do for you. To love you and accept you, not try to change you, but to love you for exactly who you are. And to lift you up and love you always and forever." On that day and everyday since I wake up knowing that. As a child, my Aunt and my song was, "I love you always and forever." Saying those words to him is not only saying words, it is giving him a piece of my soul because I loved that song so much. Three years today we took our first photo together and haven't been apart since. :))) I am his strong woman by his side and I will protect and love that man everyday forever. Nothing has changed about our love, and it never will. "Love never fails." I believe it with all my heart because my happiness is brought from God, my faith comes from God, and God gave me him. So I know that our love will never fail or fade. :) 
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I searched for the lyrics for this song, but couldn't find them.So I listened to the song and wrote the lyrics down. ;)Have fun!


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